[30 May 2006|12:18am] leaving town this weekend to go up north with a bunch of people i barely know yet only hang out at the bar was a damn good idea on many accounts. i also realized how nice it was to have no worries,stress,drama and daily bullshit to deal with. i loved every second of it. it also made me realize how much i want to get out of this town/state even more now. it was just so gooood to get away. i needed it badly. oh and now that its 90 fucking million degrees outside you'll probably see wayyyyyyy less of me now if u saw me to begin with. why u ask? well its too fucking hot and muggy in michigan for my pale allergic to the sun ass to be outside. im sticking with the night life for life pretty much. 3 Draw Out Your Souls // Sinks Teeth In //

[25 May 2006|06:46pm] either its me or just everyone else but it seems peoples faces have just dropped of the face of the earth. wheres everyone at now of days? hell its probably me since im so busy lately but christ people u need to learn how to answer the fucking phone when i attempt to call. 16 Draw Out Your Souls // Sinks Teeth In //

[23 May 2006|05:10pm] in current events as of today i was very very close to being fired from hap. in a way i kinda wish i had been fired cuz that may have given me enough incentive to draw,paint and bug eternal more n more to start tattooing and actually do what i want with my life. now im no longer allowed to use internet at work.hahahaha really funny i know. long story but its quite funny. oh well. more news...broads are fucked up...well at least the ones i keep meeting. theres been a few here and there that i would like to get to know more of but are super busy. then there are ones who i want nothing to do with. i need a break from it all pretty much. i need a vacation which this weekend coming up will be just what i need. more news?... i bought more canvas over the past weekend so im probably gonna lock myself in the house for a while and paint more. besides friday or whatever else night i'll be at the bar the other nights i'll be painting. i need some sort of way to break away from all the stupid bullshit goin on lately. i miss quite a bit of friends and faces lately it would be good to see some of them soon. it would be good to get me life on track and stay sober for one night or more than that. 17 Draw Out Your Souls // Sinks Teeth In //

[06 May 2006|07:55pm] I NOW OFFICIALLY OWN A BIG MOTHER FUCKIN' BOY BED BITCHES!!!!!! 4 Draw Out Your Souls // Sinks Teeth In //

[01 May 2006|04:08pm] got two new tattoo ideas.....but which one to start first? hip/stomach or right sleeve? help me out. pretty much i'll do whichever but still unsure on which one first. im bored and taking a poll so let me know opinions. 8 Draw Out Your Souls // Sinks Teeth In //

[25 Apr 2006|11:17pm] i think i have a curse with females...seriously. on another note while watching the news a lady in detroit asking for directions in her car asking two guys around my age shoot her for no fucking reason and now shes paralyzed waist down...yeah now how many times does this shit have to fucking happen in detroit? way to make the city an even shittier bad wrap on it. i really need a change of pace in my life. im tired of the same ole same ole... but then again thats probably me speaking from working 3 jobs and running off no sleep. back to that bad luck curse thing....how can i lift it? i dunno but hopefully this situation works out. peace 7 Draw Out Your Souls // Sinks Teeth In //

[17 Apr 2006|11:19pm] i've finally come to terms with getting a big boy bed soon. i went big boy bed shopping today and found 2 rather lovely b.m.f. (big mother fuckin') beds and i'll probably make a purchase on one of the two this week. and let me just start off saying that i'll be having one hell of a sleep over in this bed when i get it. ladies...wink wink.lol anyways thanks everyone who have listened to me lately and spread the good advice to me. its helped and from here on out i'll take it to heart and learn from it all. now i have to figure it all out on my own. but goddamn i'll finally own a big boy bed soon!!!!!!! wow im 23 and still sleep in a twin. no wonder why i dont get action. 17 Draw Out Your Souls // Sinks Teeth In //

[16 Apr 2006|03:18pm] i will never understand anything from last nights conversation. all i know is im really irate and i shouldnt be. its one big fucking headache. fuck it i dont want to write about it in here. bye 12 Draw Out Your Souls // Sinks Teeth In //

i normally dont do this but....new tattoo [09 Apr 2006|11:00pm] so next time u ask to see it i wont have to drop my pants and cup my balls so everyone can see this thing. im gonna get more added to my outter thigh and prolly onto the side of my ass when i feel like going thru more pain and when i get more cash. 12 Draw Out Your Souls // Sinks Teeth In //

[07 Apr 2006|11:57am] sometimes there are days that i wish i was mel gibson in what women want. cuz seriously if i could read broads minds like that and actually know what they want or all that silly shit life would be much easier. and then maybe for one second i could understand your species. but then if you think about it....i wouldnt want to be mel gibson in that movie cuz i would really find out how fucking nuts broads are. i really need to get away to just sit somewhere on a beach or some shit to figure out all the shit goin on in my head. cuz my brain is a sold out concert and im torn in several directions not knowing where to go. on a cool note my uncle offered me to move out to nor cal. and stay with him for a few months to save money and get a good job out there then move down to san diego/LA area. probably in pacific beach cuz i liked that place. but hell who knows....thats just another area of being confused on wanting out of this state. and im getting on the ball with drawing more and have quite a bit of ideas for future paintings for personal keep. stay tuned... stupid games are for stupid people. 3 Draw Out Your Souls // Sinks Teeth In //

[04 Apr 2006|12:38am] So the rules are, once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 6 "weird facts/things/habits about yourself", saying who tagged you. In the end you need to choose the 6 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs. 1. i cant sleep with clothes on. 2. im extremely honest when im drunk...so if somethings bothering you and u want to know just get me drunk i'll tell ya. 3. i get anxiety attacks in large groups of people. 4. i hold my friends close to my heart and would do anything for them hands down. 5. i have quite a bit of talent with art yet im lazy as fuck to do something about it and it pisses me off..in turn im working on fixing that. 6. i cant look you in the eye if im lying. I tag : mel,lil guy,amber,lex,opie,eggert. 6 Draw Out Your Souls // Sinks Teeth In //

[21 Mar 2006|01:04am] [ music | bang bang-nancy sinatra ] when can a logical human being come to the point where enough is enough? i've spent so much time wondering quite a bit lately and a lot has been going thru my mind that i've come to conclusion i dont know what to do. im torn between two streets and dont know which turn to take. im not even sure who i am anymore at this point. not sure where im going or what im doing as of late. but the only thing i've had to hold onto are pictures and memories. friendships have become much stronger and i love the ones who im surrounded by during the weekends. if it wasnt for the long ass phone calls and <3 to <3's i dont know what the fuck i would do. i owe several of you for so much that you've done. you know who you are and a night out to dinner will be returned for the help you all have helped me with. i cant believe how bullheaded people are though. im not fond of livejournal as many of you can see i dont write in here. hell every time i write i say this same thing. whatever. but when you look down the road and see a few options that you can take i seem to sit back in my chair and over analyze all the situations and how they can all end up happening when really that cant happen. you gotta let the cards fall and deal with the hand thats delt to you. right now im working with maybe a pair of duece's yet im bout to fold my hand. fuck a lot of things right now i'll say that. fuck the frustration,stress,depression,not sleeping,not eating,and numbing whatever it is with any kind of liquor,pill,or drug. its not worth the stress. on a lighter note....i love my friends and i hope you all know that. thank you sooooo much for all you have done lately for me and for getting me outta the house to raise my spirits up and for those late night talks. i love my parents and everything they've done for me. and on an even better side note....if i seriously find my motivation and become happy and draw up about 20 pieces of GOOD art thats worth something i'll get a tattoo apprenticeship at eternal so people please push my ass i want this to happen. this is enough to ramble no one cares nor do i. dont give me a pity party or ask whats goin on. 11 Draw Out Your Souls // Sinks Teeth In //

[31 Jan 2006|02:28pm] does anyone have an old/used tmobile phone i can either have or borrow for a while? mine is basically dead as fuck and i need a damn phone at the moment. 4 Draw Out Your Souls // Sinks Teeth In //

[29 Jan 2006|10:06pm] 5 more days and i'll be outta town. leaving the 3rd and coming home the 15th. so see u all then probably. got a 2nd job and its going well. real easy and its not too complicated. been drawing more and finally getting time to finish up some drawings for a portfolio. i find it better to keep busy then sleep on the couch all day,that way i feel more productive. // Sinks Teeth In //

[21 Jan 2006|05:05pm] think i got a second job part time. its pretty much simple as hell and right near my house which is a plus. at london calling answering phones which yeah its silly but fuck its easy money to save up to pay off bills and move outta here. sorry to whoever thinks im "ignoring" them when in actuality im not. so dont take it the wrong way if i havent hung out or came around in a while. all i really do is work,go home and sleep on my couch. lately i feel like shit and dont really want to go out and do anything so yeah like i said dont take it personal and dont give me shit about it. im not ignoring people. and sorry to those who i missed on a few occasions and to nick mann for the bday when i had full plans to hit up the pool hall but i was too drunk to drive there. so yeah thats my bad right there im not gonna get into that over the internet though. i am also flat ass broke and have no money,believe it or not but thats your choice. hence why im going to be working every night for a long fucking time. gotta get bills paid off and save money in a nutshell. hell then i can finish my damn tattoo while im at it. i dont write in livejournal no more cuz its the same bullshit day in and day out. everyone complains and its the same problems over and over. the only real interesting people to read on here is hardcore joe and d.kleins entries...well cuz they talk about interesting stuff i guess. anyways thats it for me i guess. dont really feel like saying anything else thats not at all interesting like i just wrote. 14 Draw Out Your Souls // Sinks Teeth In //

[04 Jan 2006|12:10pm] been a bit m.i.a. lately sitting in the house drawing and painting and i'd like to hang out with a few people soon. even though im broke as hell per usual im gonna have to leave the house some more often when i get back. in the meantime....im leaving to cali tomorrow morning so everyone enjoy that snow that were supposed to get while im hugging palm trees and sitting on the beach in 70 degree weather. i'll be back monday night but i'd like to hang out with a few of u guys since i havent seen anyone in a while besides the regulars at the bar. 10 Draw Out Your Souls // Sinks Teeth In //

[29 Dec 2005|12:27pm] i never update but i had to post this cuz i just opened my mail reading on myspace and heres what this dude wrote to me. and i thought it was hilarious so i'd like to share with all of you..... the subject title read as "ok read with an open mind" and here ya go kids. ok first of im going to tell you im not gay or any of that shit haha , but anyways let me get to the point i seen my girl lookin at your my space and she said your hott or whatever and me and her are also swingers or so i figuer hey why not try and message you , hears the deal where all going to canada for new years ( me my girl other girls and some friends) so i figuered you could join us hit the strip and even if you choose not to double team my girl with me thers a good chance you will hook up with some one else thats coming , everythings paid for hotel we can hook you up with a ride and everything else , just bring some loot for your booze and where all set, get back to me and let me know. yeah writing you this was probably as strange as it was for you to read it... im still thinking of something to write back cuz this is just too funny. 23 Draw Out Your Souls // Sinks Teeth In //

[02 Dec 2005|12:18pm] i sometimes think i have a chemical imbalance in my brain. then again im probably being a lame ass right now. i need to dig deep for motivation and pull a fucking magic trick soon or something. i have nothing smart to say nor anything to babble about. bye. 1 Draw Out Your Soul // Sinks Teeth In //

[23 Nov 2005|10:26am] yeah as some of you may know xmas is around the corner... well i will be buying small things for a few people and i hate getting gifts in return i dunno i feel weird about it but here is a little sample of what u can get me and nothing else... MONEY!!!! no seriously if u want to get me a gift and im dead fucking serious dont get me anything but im just saying "if" u do then toss some cash my way. i could use it badly for a vacation. or something i dunno. im thinking of working 8 mile this weekend to pull a few extra dollars together.haha 3 Draw Out Your Souls // Sinks Teeth In //

only cuz joe selected me. [19 Nov 2005|07:22pm] List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your Livejournal along with your seven songs. Then tag seven other people to see what they're listening to. 1. jay z-change clothes and go 2. yin yang twins-shake 3. zombie apocolypse-dead in the queue 4. g 'n' r- i used to love her 5. iron maiden- run thru the hills 6. hewhocorrupts- she's a fire engine 7. green day-whatsername. i'll pick... 1. dan 2. dawn 3. janelle 4. amber 5. ryan eggert 6. nick mann 7. shannon 1 Draw Out Your Soul // Sinks Teeth In //

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